February 2012
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The weekday barista of the pastry shop I work at...
has now elevated from giving me free espresso in the morning before class to giving me free croissants. I can’t tell if he’s going to want something in return or if he just thinks I’m pretty
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Nothing like arriving to class late and taking your coat off and realizing your sweater definitely needs to be washed
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13/18 assignments done in the last 36 hours.
no food.
cranky.
rawr.
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“How do you measure the life
Of a woman or a man?
In truths that she learned?...”
– measure your life in love
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oh i'm sorry
i’ll take the blame. for putting my life on hold to be there whenever you wanted me. for alienating the people who love me in order to be with you. for giving you everything you wanted. for trusting you blindly even though you didn’t deserve it. for loving you back because you wanted me too. for not complaining that you flirted with everything that had boobs. for giving you my body one...
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Is it bad
that I look forward to going to bed at night so that I can lay in bed and relive when he and I were happy?
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bout to do that super intelligent thing
where I go to bed instead of finishing my homework then wake up somewhat early, skip my first two classes to finish the presentation I had plenty of time to finish tonight, and then rush to my last class and do a great but stressed out job.
this is so bad that it is become a habit.
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sharrrkbite asked: Where did you get your fake id?? I want one soooo badly
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I feel like I put my money in my wallet but my wallet has a hole in the bottom that leads directly to the firey pits of hell. One second it’s here, the next its gone. Where the fuck does it all go.
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“I’m going out, I’m gonna drink myself to death, And in the crowd I...”
– hurricane drunk
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“give them hell sweetheart”
– the last words my grandfather ever spoke to me. my inspiration everyday of my life.
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funny things keep happening
and I go to grab my phone and text him and realize that I can’t.
I can’t tell him about my new fake id.
I can’t tell him that I now know blacking in and out is possible.
I can’t tell him about how I managed to cook without ruining all the food.
I can’t send him the random photo I found that would crack him up.
I hate that his presence still lingers.
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“he also has to respect my love for sheep.”
– insane girl i went to high school with on her requirements for a future ‘lover’
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i had a great day
my fake id came today though and i’m a lot less happy. as my friend says, “#firstworldproblems” but it really does look like shit.
i look dead.
i am irritated.
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from now on when people ask me “why” for anything, I’m just going to say “Because I’m Chuck Bass”
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Trying to figure out why my room smells like weed.
Realized it probably has something to do with the fact my roommate gave me a dub last night and it’s just sitting on my desk and not in it’s little airtight protective pill bottle.
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blowing my mind...
the complete and utter stupidity of today’s youth when it comes to permanently inking their bodies with tattoos. God knows I was a completely different person when I was 16, and I can’t imagine myself making a decision about a PERMANENT marking at that age that I would still be happy with now.
Also that there is a white 15 year old on facebook going “I love it nig!” makes...
My aunt and uncle just facetimed me. They’re so cute. Super elevated my mood really quickly, surprisingly
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A lesson in love from the barista at work today.
“You ever love someone with your whole entire heart, give them everything, mean the world to each other?” he asked me. “No.” I told him matter of factly. “Really? Well I loved this girl with all my heart. God, I hate that bitch.” I expressed some confusion at the contradiction. “I love her, I hate her, I love her.We were together for four years. But we...
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Decided to eat a slice of pizza and some curly fries before studying.
Now I want to sleep forever.
This was not an intelligent decision.
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“in the next few days” does not mean a week homeboy. You don’t call me by the moment she steps off that plane I will never answer anything from you again.
I remember those days when
I would get up an hour before work and do my whole face, cat eyes and all and then cook myself breakfast. Now I get up 20 min before, slap on some foundation and mascara and then drag myself to Dunkin donuts and then onto the train.
Funny how things change.
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my parents are going to be pissed when my grades...
sorry i can’t balance 18 hours of working/commuting, four full days of classes, a social life, eating healthy, exercising, weekly doctors appointments, being happy, etc every week. oh and ending my relationship with someone i love and the fuckload of other problems i’m trying to dig myself out of.
“get off facebook and you’d have plenty of time”
get inside my head....
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“Deep down you know it’s best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of him...”
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reading tons of posts about how people are in love...
makes me feel almost guilty for letting go of someone who loves me. it’s not that I woke up one day and didn’t love him anymore. it was more that i made him my everything and it wasn’t until i’d endured months of it that i realized i was his everything and he was taking it for granted.
he never saw it coming.
i love him but…it’s too late.
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i have this plan that
when my brother graduates from high school in two years he’ll come live with me in new york and we’ll have a tiny ass apartment and we’ll just go out and party all the time and be best friends again like we used to before it all started.
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i'm waiting
you asked for your 480,762ish chance and i gave it to you.
now it’s time to follow through because i swear to god if you don’t you will never see 480,763.
you’ve already gotten about 480,759 more chances than you deserve
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my blog used to be all
sex, philosophy, sex, philosophy, sex and philosophy, philosophy about sex, etc.
now it’s all mopey.
I need to get my game back on
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“He never ever saw it coming at all”
– regina spektor
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